Love Janice and angel Jennifer

Happy Birthday 2008  / Webb Pam (Sister-inlaw)

I just wanted you to know and I do know you are watching over all of us.. I'm sending you a birthday greeting to Heaven, You would have been 41 on Sunday and I wish you where here so i could tease you about be an old man and gray headed, with what little bit of hair you had *LOL* you where always so worried about not having hair, But what you didn't realize is that you looked good with no hair.. You where very handsome, I know dana would tell me sometimes that it made you feel good when someone would tell you things like that.. I think you would have looked funny with hair *L*

I really miss talking with you and hearing you laugh, I wish things would have been different, God knows how i wish that.. We all still mourn your death, But i do know that you are happy in heaven, and that you wouldn't come back if you could, NO ONE WOULD! But our hearts ache and will never really heal until we see you again, I know we will!!!

Happy Birthday Brother, Blow out of those 41 candles in heaven, and on Sunday i will be singing to you in my mind!!! We love you and miss you

 

 

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Happy Birthday in Heaven precious Abdo  / Janet (Mom To Nicholas Piccolo)

God bless

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Happy St. Patrick's Day Abdo!  / Melissa Eiler (~Angel Friend~ )

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Happy Valentines Day Abdo!!!  / Janicemom2Jennifer Pokerwinski (angel friend )

Happy Valentines Day Abdo and to your loving family.

Love and Hugs, Janice and angel Jennifer

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Happy Valentines Day  / Judy Joe Kings Wife Forever
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Broken Heart  / Dana (Wife)
Hi Habibi,
      I am just sitting here looking at pictures of you and the kids and so many memories are flooding my mind !  How must you have felt as you were leaving this world knowing you were leaving behind your precious children.  They were the very air you breathe and the love you had for them was love they will never know again .  I am so very sorry Abdo...so, so sorry that you had to leave your children.  I look at the pictures of you and the kids together and see all the smiles and happiness that you once knew with them and it just cuts me to the bone and the pain is so un bearable.  They miss you so much Abdo...they want their daddy back.  They want the life they use to have.  
 I remember when I left your room in the ER , the pain you were in and how frightened you were, as you grabbed that doctors arm and begged him not to let you die.
 I never even realised that you were dying right before my eyes and moments after I left that room you would be gone forever.  As I look back to that fateful night...I realise now that you knew you were dying and I'm positive that the last faces that flashed before your eyes were Adam and Zach and  thoughts of your unborn child that I was carrying inside of me.  I know how much your children meant to you.  They were your life...your reason for living and I just cannot get over this incredible sadness that I feel for you in knowing that you will never again pick them up and put them on your knee and tell them how much daddy loves them.  And your little girl Yasmine,  who will never have the honor of knowing her father and feeling his gentle touch and sweet kisses upon her cheek.  It's so unfair for her !   And when all is said and done...all I can say is WHY ?...Why you ??...Why them ???...Why us ?????  I have three little children who no longer have their daddy.  They have so much to go through...so many years to face this big world without you.  They were just babies when you left.  Why couldn't god have given them at least a few more years with you ?    There will be so many times in their life when they will need you, just as I have..but to no avail.  And as hard as it is to face....we are alone, without you,  forever.  It wasn't suppose to end this way Habibi. I am left with a future of just memories.  This just wasn't part of our plans.  How will we get through this ?  I have no clue.  It's been two and a half years since you left and at some point in the day...everyday... I still cry for you. My heart is forever broken !
Please send us some signs so we can feel your presence.  Let us know you are still watching over us ! At night when the kids are asleep, please give them some angel hugs and fill their dreams with all the precious memories they hold in their hearts of you.   We love you so much Abdo.  We will never ever forget you !
                                       your wife forever,
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Yasmine turns 2  / Dana
Hi Habibi,
     It seems time is passing so quickly, yet standing still !  Tomorrow, Yasmine turns two years old.  I can hardly believe I went through my entire pregnancy and now she's two...and without you.  How can this be real.  How could this have happened to us Abdo?  What kind of cruel joke or horrible nightmare am I living ?  And when will I wake up ?   Sometimes I just want to go away and be alone.  I don't want to see or hear anyone.  I don't want to hear anyone constantly calling my name.  I am tierd Abdo, I feel as though I am physically exhausted.  I need a break from the daily routine that I find no enjoyment out of.   I feel I am dying a slow death, slowly mentally being torture within the chambers of my own mind. I can't escape the pictures in my mind of that night.  The night when you just slipped away from me. I only left the room for a few minutes and you were gone.  Why did I walk out of that room ?  And why did I buy that damn swimming pool ?  Trying to pump up that pool is what brought on your heart attack.  
A few weeks before you died you kept picking at me about the times I left you alone at the hospital when you had your previous heart attacks, and I remember blaming you for it because you were the one who insisted that I keep the business open.  Now your words are haunting me, because I did leave you alone in that ER room, and you died minutes later.  If only I had stayed maybe things would be different.  To this day, I honestly don't know what happened in that room.   Where did the Drs. disappear to .  Was anybody watching you.  Did you try calling my name for help ??  Did you suffer ??  I know I will never have the answers to these questions.  I know I have to believe that it was God's will and nothing I could've done would have saved you.  What I do know is that your loss in my life is too great to overcome.  I will forever grieve for you all the days of my life.  And tomorrow on Yasmine's birthday, I will watch as your baby girl makes another milestone and I will see you in her always because she will carry your light forward forever, habibi !
  I love you Abdo, and i will never ever forget you !
                                        your wife forever,
                                              dana 
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